Spiritual Surrender

Spiritual Surrender

I was raised in the amidst of countless dreads but only to return upon through the gardens of tulips. I totalled up my blessings of the loveliness, only to came to realisation that it was mere work for the higher wisdom.

Do I still sprint towards that flow of fatality or do I surrender my will to the wisdom of the higher power?

If

'If each time I picture your smile in me
A star was lit upon us
Darkness would never fall on our love's endless light.'

'And if every time I needed you by me
A bird sang its song
Our symphony would never stop playing
Long after we are gone'

So were we.

Let this love of mine fade into the surrounding
No longer within my focus, losing importance
Sink into the depths of arts
Only revealed in the times of the unforgotten
That worths no more, but tears

I was at the beginning of vday's surprise, but it didn't manage to get through vday. Unfinished piece. Piles up like a deadly weapon.

Farewell

Farewell, my love.

Forgive me for not bidding farewell.

Poly life has ended, so has everything else.

It will fall in place, let go, let live.

Says who, but this is a perfect arrangement. Maybe.

No Longer.

On the loose

Been inactive for only a while and they froze my chatterbox... what a nice server I've got there. I'm addictively blogging and active, don't freeze it anymore.

[This post is for the server management to improve on their service for this new year.]

Why was it so...

The one who bestowed strength in those lost light, remind you of those obligations. Not the mention, but the intention. Within oneself, to answer to that expectation you can never afford its unfulfilment. Wake from the depths of oblivion, to that destination of bygone. A sip of your world, left me with no words. Yet so mesmerised that you got me tipsy, illusions fell in empty.

Ultimately, who you have been slaving for, was decided in that before time. Why was it so, that you let it ticked away from me?

I'm your prey. Just yours.

Reality

Everyone is on the run. People dream of livin' in virtual reality, and I totally love that idea! This means less wimps at the gym!

Holiday

Not really. It's study break, but I'm cool with that, coz I gonna have more time to gym and concentrate on my studies. A lot to catch up with...

Grocery Trip

I luv supermarts! Didn't manage to get anything I wanted though.

Can't blog anymore! My game started!

Rojak

Graduation Party

Felt like a new social place? Lol...
Been three years but some look like they don't belong
So act like you know everyone there

No Class

A couple of hours more
Gonna continue my training
New Partner
Proabably taking up half the day?

Hate me now and I'm livin' it up. lol...

Year 2007

Unknowingly, we are advancing into 2007
Ok, maybe i'm the only one who's not aware
Didn't keep track of time
Let slip

Pushies

Falling sick or moulting?
I don't know
But it's worrying the hell outta me
I don't wanna get near pets anymore

OCS

Hassle

I always have got to spend a couple of minutes to get into blogspot ever since they merged with google, which I think that it would disturb the mood of blogging.

OCS

I'm really keen on going to the army, but I have yet convinced the peeps around me that I'm really into it. They think I'm kidding and I'm saying for the sake of saying. Probably only a few supporting my views. I was considering being an officier as a career. Not that kind of temp jobs, I mean a career I can advance on. Mum & Dad weren't supportive too. I guess I still need to gym more to give that impression that I'm not that weak? Lolx... So i guess I should work doubly hard to compensate what I have been slacking through. Time to pick up running too, to get hold of that stamina.

Graduation Party

How nice they make it sounds... Lolx... Happily sending us off. I would have to say that poly life is great, tons of time for maxing and chilling out. End is near though, time to plan for the future.

Hermits

They are camping over my house now, eating papaya? Lolx... Leafies just swopped shell.