Self-Pity

I lost the compass of my direction, the sail of my ship, the captain of my heart...

-Qin-

Dewy Flower

Lost the tendency to pen down my thoughts, probably due to my inability to sense what's still around or what's not. I don't know what to say, how to react, when to response. With a smile, I won't fall right in front of you.

Still... In the amidst of whimpers, I'll never forget the love he once gave.

Dewy flowers are a beauty to the eyes, soothing to the hearts.

恋

Obsess with the process of love, or destination? Deceptiveness of scripts, transcedency of precious love. Pursuing fruitlessly for that chimera...

赞美着那段过去的爱恋，无时刻着迷的深思。
在思念着他的程思里，我流出了一丝的泪水，
让我了解了，爱，不能有期望。
真实的他，切是如此的温馨，
隔着一道墙的他，且又是如此的冷漠。
握着彼此的手的那一刻，心里又带着哪种真心告白？
静不下心来的我，又该不该为他锻炼期待？

〈芹〉

Supposed

Supposed the only thing I can do today is to sit here and study all day, I would have bored to death. In fact, I have to do this for a week or longer, but pity I'm not a saint, so I probably wouldn't die any sooner which is a bad thing. In this state of processing mind, you don't suppose me to blog anything decent. Trip to Hong Kong is still pending.. Not sure if I've got the guts to stay in the hotel for a week, alone. The only thought that came to me when I saw the offer was,'Perfect! 42 inch plasma screen, king size bed, perfect room set-up, daily room service and smacked right in the center of the city!' Then dad & mum scared the daylight outta me with their personal experiences.. How nice of them, I thought. -_-" Now I feel like having pudding or some dessert.. ee.. 越想越想吃..

Got to study again.. 闷死我了

Til Then

Lesson 1: I only came upon realisation today, about how silly one looks when he/she smiles to his/her phone. Coz a guy opposite me has been smiling for the past 15 minutes, and still is.